In my last post, my reluctance about having sex with HIV+ Guy* generated a great deal of valuable discussion. The state ments by Sean and Cubby that "you have already had sex with someone with HIV" are a bit jarring.
By sheer coincidence, HIV+ Guy* invited me for coffee on Sunday evening. I couldn't go since my daughter had my car and I was stuck out in the country with no wheels. But we made a date for later this week.
* By the way, I will call him "Doug" as it's highly disrespectful of me to name him for a probably non-detectable medical condition.
He's a very nice guy and anyone my age would consider him a "catch. " We've met twice before in the very early days of my life on the online hookup site but to be honest, I wasn't quite feeling the chemistry. If we do meet, I intend to admit to Doug the honest truth about my (past) concerns about his HIV status and let the chips fall where they may.
But we might not even meet; he's proposed coffee dates a couple of times before but didn't follow through when I wasn't available on the first invitation
Having lived with a depressed person for twenty-one years, this would be the biggest deal-breaker for me. I have a positive, smiling personality that some describe as charismatic or vibrant. "Depressed" is one thing that I'm not!
My even bigger concern is that I'm nowhere near finished my slut phase. If I get involved with anyone too soon, I will be forever yearning for all the cocks that I didn't suck.
But I'm getting ahead of myself. We're just going out for coffee! But I'm fairly sure that Doug will ask me out to the movies, dinner or just to the gym with him .... and I just not ready for "dating." But if he invite me to his bed ... well... I just might say 'yes.'