Monday, October 20, 2014

Sweet Cheeks

My ass, lit by the glow of the TV.  lol

I should add: I took this pic to send to a young friend* who was in a car aaccident.

His car was a write-off and he had to get stitches and staples to close various lacerations. Other than being sore and stiff (but not in a good way) he is fine.

The ass pic was intended as a "Get Well Soon" present but mainly to tease and to (in his words) "sexually frustrate him." lol

 * he is a hookup buddy: 27, blue-eyed, blonde, extremely handsome, quite husky and a champion cuddler.

Friday, October 17, 2014

Sucked off a country boy

Last Friday at 10:30 pm, I was tucked in bed with my two dogs, exhausted aftet a busy week.

Then I got a message on  "u available right now?  we can play, suck each other off in my garage but it has to be right now."

His profile said he was 36 years old, 5'-9", 180 pounds and "seeking a w
oman" and lived only 10 minutes away but further out into the country!  I thought:  "Hell, yes!"  and jumped in my car.  I knew from experience that these sorts of offers are seldom made twice.

He was waiting for me in the shadows of his front yard:  a scruffy-faced country boy wearing camo pants and a blaze orange hunting cap who exactly matched his profile stats.  Finally!  I get to suck off a country boy!  He resembled the hot guys pictured on my favourite hot dude website, Edge of Reality.

Country Boy hissed:  "My fiancee's out.  She'll back in half an hour!"
Dude!  Your fiancee!  WTF!!

He was handsome in a rough sort of way with a scruffy face, bad complexion, messy hair and bright blue eyes.  I told him to lean against his quadrunner and I yanked down his camo pants to his ankles.  He had muscular thighs, a beautiful, voluptuous ass, big balls and a smallish cock which grew and grew to be nice and thick in my mouth.  A grower, indeed!

"I'm going to make this a quick one!"  I said.  Part way through, he pulled away, yanked down my pants and gave my cock and ball a rough working-over which sent my legs a-trembling. It felt fabulous, although I've never cum with a blowjob, sadly.

I pulled away and took him into my mouth again. "Ya, .... lick my balls" he gasped.

When he came, gasping and shuddering, I held his cock in my mouth for a minute longer;  I love feeling it throb after a guy cums.  I pulled up my pants and said:  "I should get out of here. I hope to see you again, dude, but in my bed."   He agreed.

As I retreated through the year, I say some children's toys and a little kiddie swing set.  Yikes!

Two nights later, he messaged me again.
Country Boy:    can you come over at 11?  I want you in my bed.  my fiancée's at work and the kids will be asleep.

Buddy Bear:  What kids?

Country Boy:  I have two kids, 2 and 4.  they never wake up

Buddy Bear:  That's a really bad idea;  hooking up with some strange guy in your fiancée's bed with your kids in the next room!   She'll figure out out!

He logged off without comment and later, deleted his account entirely.  I guess I won't be hearing from him again!  

I have mixed feelings about it.  On one hand, he was so hot!  His intensity!  On the other hand, who needs an irate fiancée coming after me with a hunting rifle?  But would I suck him off again?  You better believe it!

POSTSCRIPT:   The next morning, feeling like a total stalker, I drove slowly by his house.  Two mini-vans were parked in a driveway littered with toys; the house windows were plastered with Hallowe'en decorations.

A real family man!   I so wish I could talk him out of getting married.  Don't do it, dude!   It can only end badly!!

Tuesday, October 14, 2014

Blog Silent

It's been weeks since I've blogged which I deeply regret. It's a big gap in my personal record of my gay journey. ... so many exciting stories to tell!

The main reason I've gone blog-silent is that I've been computer-less since the lightning strike six weeks ago.

Since helping out with my son's school expenses, I've been struggling (and failing) to make ends meet. But I hope to be able to buy a new laptop in a month or so.

In addition, I've been dealing with still more divorce-related problems with Revenue Canada regarding my 2013 return. A huge stressor!

Blogging using the public library computers was time consuming and a huge hassle. Blogging on my school-issued computer is not possible: it would be grounds for dismissal!

Life at my new school is fantastic! In addition to teaching my sweet students, I've been busy with the GSA and the Outers Club. (We go on hikes and other wilderness adventures)

In the personal front, my parents are healthy; we see each other most days. All my kids are doing extremely well at school and work. I've been so busy that I've scarcely noticed my "Empty Nest" at all.

I've been working tirelessly on my many home renovations and feel much pressure as our winter is fast approaching. So many pre-winter preparations to do!

On the hookup front, I can now host at any time and don't have to explain to anyone my comings and goings. So .... I've been enjoying my slutty freedom with numerous sexy guys of all ages.

Details to follow!

Saturday, September 13, 2014

Hairy hunks in Speedos

I regret that my blogging seems to have become a one-a-week  event, but I hope to get back to my regular thrice-weekly schedule in a month or so.

Looking back on nearly three years of blog entries, I've realized that my blog has become my own personal diary of my incredible journey:  of coming-out, separation, divorce and my gay sexual awakening.  I laid out the horror of those early days, my fears and uncertainties but without my blog record, I would already have forgotten how terrifying and exciting it really was.

My concerns are:  (1)  many events in the past two months of my gay journey are going unrecorded and (2)  I am missing the expert advice and support  from my online friends such as anne marie, Sean (Jeep Guy), Will, Jay and others.  I've come to rely on all of you enormously!

My blogging has been interrupted due to extremely limited computer access; my computer was fried by the lightning strike.  I do have a laptop computer provided by my employer, since most classroom teaching in my new school is done electronically.  But I dare not use it for anything other than educational purposes.   Viewing porn on school computers would be grounds for dismissal!

But I need to delay the purchase of a new computer because my ex-wife and I have faced huge expenses paying for my son's commercial diving programme and equipment.  The cost is around twice as much as a conventional university programme, with each of us paying around 1/3. 

My ex and I have collaborated closely and in a professional, supportive manner (via texting) to par our costs to the bare minimum in all areas, and I will soon be through my latest financial crisis.

 But I'm finding myself almost too busy for hookups.  I am very busy teaching at my exciting new school  (my classes are going fabulously!), working out at our Athletic Complex (the workouts are lackluster but the hunky-dude eye candy is spectacular), visiting my elderly parents most days and walking my energetic Australian shepherd for an hour each day.  

But here are few teasers on my gay scene:

  1. I had a sweet hookup with a 32 year old aboriginal dude who works for a social service agency some 300 km away.  He was 6'-4" with a beautiful, smooth torso and a thick, short-ish cock.  Aboriginal men are among my favourites:   fabulous kissers, relaxed and very much "in the moment."
  2. I have a new special friend, a slim, thick-cocked, handsome, computer-nerd, 35 years old.  He's looking for a regular fb and likes older guys.  I'm hoping we become regulars, too, because I'm spending too much time on and arranging hookups which don't ever happen.
  3. I was asked to an threesome yesterday night with a hunky, handsome 40 year old military dude (who I hooked up with last year.  Woof!)  but the other partner was his girlfriend!!!    
  4. Both were craving cock and the expectation was that I would have sex with her AND then stick my cock up his ass, while the other watched.   Although I would have loved to be with him again, regretfully, I had to decline.    I just can't imagine dealing with a va-jay-jay.  Been there, done that!

Saturday, September 6, 2014

Sweet Brazilian Boy #3

Today's pictures all resemble my Sweet Brazilian Boy #3 who I had some sweet sexytime this week.  He has a lovely, lean, lightly-furred torso, nice facial scruff and perfect pits.

 I'm still completely computer-less after the lightning strike a few weeks ago making blogging impossible. I haven't the time to research what sort of a computer I want to buy.

But here's a quick update from the public library.

1.  My son's dog has 100% recovered her personality and energy after her near-electrocution during the lightning storm.  The only lingering affect is an odd bluish-white discolouration of the iris of her normally brown eye which was zapped.   I think it's rather cool;  something she will wear as a badge of honour for the rest of her life.

2.  I've had a FABULOUS first week at my new school!   My three classes are fantastic!  I have three grade nine math clases;  two special needs, each with ten goofy, sweet boys as students and a quiet, advanced-level class of 32 who seem to be very hard working.

3.  My beautiful new school is a newly-built and equipped with state-of-the-art computer, AV and other electronic systems.  Adapting to these has been a challenge because my old workplace was 60 years old.  Goodbye, chalkboard!

My colleagues have been falling all over themselves in helping me get set up;  I think this is the most collegial school staff I've ever worked with.

4.   This is the first week that I've lived completely alone in the past 23 years, and so far, I don't mind it at all.  I've had had the time to visit my elderly parents most afternoons after school and am free to go out with colleagues whenever I want.  But I usually have to rush home to walk my two doggies as well.

5.  I have avoided logging onto, and the like for the past week.  Other than a sweet hookup with Sweet Brazilian Boy #3, I have not had the time or energy to even consider doing much hooking up. 

But I'm looking forward to entertaining gentlemen callers real soon, when things settle down..  

Monday, September 1, 2014


My region is famous for its fierce lightning storms.  Over a week ago at 3:00 a.m.,  there was a deafening CRACK!!! as a bolt of sheet lightning struck five houses all at once, mine being the last in the row.

My computer and internet modem were fried and everyone else lost electronic devices as well.  My closest neighbour's house had its metal fascia, eavestrough, downspouts and copper water pipes scorched and blasted apart.

My son, sleeping nearby in our metal-roofed bunk house was fine but his Australian Shepherd dog (beside him on the bed) suffered a bad electric shock.

Sammy was trembling and panting violently and had her fur scorched on the side of her face.  One eye was shut and she wasn't all there, mentally.

The next day, she was still confused and clingy and would flatten herself to the ground at every loud noise.  Poor little thing!

Now, over a week later, she has fully recovered her intelligence and personality and her eye seems fully functional   Oddly, the iris changed colour and now has a bluish-white stripe across it.

It seems a miracle that my son didn't receive a shock as well as she was snuggled up beside him on the bed.  I told him:  "Sammy took that shock for you!"

My son is now living 3,000 km away and will start his ccommercial diving programme next week, middle daughter us 1,500 km away at her university and eldest daughter is settled into her little loft apartment.

For the first time in 24 years,  I am living ccompletely on my own! ( except for my two dogs) A big change!

ps:  Brazilian Boy #3 asked to come over for some sexytime today.  Sweet!

Monday, August 18, 2014

Craving cock and cum

This resembles me and the Romanian dude, except we were naked.  lol
How's that for an alliteration?

It's been a week since my lasta hookup* and I have cock withdrawal, bad.  I have an insane craving to kiss a guy, to suck his cock and taste his sweet / salty / bitter cum.

I think most of you already know, the taste of cum varies hugely with his diet and of course, whether or not he's a smoker.  :-)

I've had plenty of offers recently mainly from my regular guys, and I've turned them all down.  I've been far too busy and I can't risk YET AGAIN having one of the kids accidentally come home when I'm entertaining a gentlemen caller. 

It's happened twice this month but I haven't blogged about it.  So embarrassing!  So my gentlemen friends will have to wait for another two weeks until all the kids are gone. 

So, here's some random news:

1.   *  My last hookup was with a Romanian dude who resembles the biker at right, but with facial scruff rather than a full bead.  He's dark and swarthy with piercing blue eyes, muscular with magnificent, thick cock and pendulous balls.  He's smart, funny, a great kisser and insanely passionate.  He's my age and works as a custodian in my school division.

I would almost consider him as future husband material but sadly, he's married to a woman and has an adult son.  That really sucks!  I'm really not into hooking up with married dudes in principle and their availability is very limited.

Having said that, I'm sure that we'll be getting together again;  he wants us to become a regular thing.

2.  My oldest daughter has one more year of her chef's training programme but she's been offered a job at the top gourmet restaurant in town where she had a paid job placement this summer.   So in the next year, she will be at school full-time and work about 1/2 time at the restaurant;  her shifts generally run from 6:00 pm until midnight.

3.  This means that all three of my kids have been offered regular positions at the businesses where they had their school work placements.  This is highly unusual and it speaks to their excellent work ethic.  I'm enormously proud of them and also of my ex-wife and myself.  Despite our disastrous marriage and through some dumb luck, I know we did a fantastic job raising them. 

4.  In our small town, I hear often hear positive comments about the work performance of all of my kids from their colleagues and bosses. They praise the kids' ability to take orders and work hard and to get along extremely well with their colleagues and customers.  Most importantly, my kids work "smart" and use their initiative on the job to find solutions to problems on their own and anticipate ways to make improvements.

5.  My son is leaving for his commercial diving programme in two weeks and my ex-wife is highly stressed-out.  She's been a "Mommy" and is having a very tough time with her youngest leaving the nest.

She's been in charge of buying / ordering dozens of specialty items needed for his programme. (diving equipment, clothing and other gear)  She had a screaming fight with my son and he is no longer cooperating with her; she's turned the whole task over to me. 

So.... my ex and I have been in constant texting contact as my son and I work through his requirements.  He and I get along perfectly well and my ex and I are texting in a highly professional, cooperative manner.  She knows that right now, she can only get things done for him if she goes through me. 


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