The discovery that I could be regarded as attractive by anyone was a shocking revelation to me. I was a mid-40ish, furry, thickening-around-the middle dad who hadn’t had sex with anyone (or indeed, felt sexually desirable) in a very, very long time. For me, having an appreciative audience makes me feel incredibly sexy and worthy of someone’s attention. Only when I admitted to myself that I was gay that it suddenly became okay to accept, and even to seek, compliments from guys.
This amazing journey all started with my first little Undie Monday submission and Sean’s shocking (to me) response, “WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOF!” Recently, Sean challenged his blogger friends to post a video of themselves doing something silly or outrageous. If you haven’t already seen these, please check out:
- Sean singing You Ain't Woman Enough to Take My Man. Eat your heart out, Loretta!!
- Jim lip-synching Trouty Mouth. What a hoot!
Since I want my blog to be faceless, at least for now, my big problem was what to do for this challenge. At play were childhood memories of "I'll do it if you do it." and "If you show me yours, I'll show you mine."
So, to continue down my exhibitionist path, here are some stripper-wanna videos of me. (I’d love to do this for real, by the way, on stage, with proper lighting and music, in front of an appreciative audience of bears and perhaps as part of a duo.. hmmm... and maybe some massage oil) I shot two videos, but couldn’t decide which
Stripper wannabee #1: White shirt strip with jockstrap. As part of my gay evolution, I now think that jockstraps are the sexiest thing that a guy can wear.
Stripper wannabe #2: Spo-shirt strip with white bikini briefs. I found the filming of this one increasingly .... er... exciting as I went along.